Diispaiir

Should ii be consiidered the fool?

Or am ii the one thatz human?.

With every iinch of me ii feel ,

My musclez tiightened ,eyez gliistened,

Iin the shadowz ..

Such an understatement,

Iitz much deeper,

Ii feel liike iim siinking iin a pool,

Fiilled wiith black iink,

Iit fiillz my lungz..im chokiing,

Wiith no one to save me,

Seeiing iitz only riight, to feel thiis drowniing,

Iive fell for the last tiime,

Never wantiing to get back up,

Wantiing to fade iinto black ,

I dont want to love anymore,

Ii have nothiing but diisappointment to offer thiis world,

I crave to be alone ,

Wiith nothiing but my own miind for comfort,

Siilence iiz all ii have, wonderiing iiz there any hope to recover,

Wiill thiis all be somethiing to remember for wen ii get better?..