My love..

Forever my everything,

thatz what u were,

but everyone knowz ,love hurtz,

the pain seemz of the worst,

Why couldnt u love me the way i loved u,

was it the distance or was it wat ii did that distanced u,

My mind ,so stuck to u,

overwhelmin feeliinz of love & hate in a pool,

bleedin from my heart,

all over YOU,

all over us ,wat did we do?,

created a love that had meanin but no purpose,

or maybe it did & u just ignored it,

never understandin how much ii cared,

how much ii wanted u here, 

wen i was young ii wasnt ready,

regardless of the feeliinz i had that were so heavy,

a young female confused in liife,

so tender & riipe,

lessonz to learn were clear iin siight,

my dwnfall was dangerous ,

so glad u werent here to see iit,

all alone, & ashamed,

it took seriious strength to keep myself afloat and maintain,

thiis madness swirlin inside my brain,

Reflectin on my liife ,

At tiimez ii wish i would diie,

buryin all this heartache,disappointment,anger & shame,

u werent the only one goin through it , u and ii are kindve the same,

regardless of all i went through ii never forgot u,

which ii cant understand bein that u left me & got someone new,

i thought i was meaningless in ur game,

a game of heartz,

Heartz in whiich u tore apart