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Forever my everything,
thatz what u were,
but everyone knowz ,love hurtz,
the pain seemz of the worst,
Why couldnt u love me the way i loved u,
was it the distance or was it wat ii did that distanced u,
My mind ,so stuck to u,
overwhelmin feeliinz of love & hate in a pool,
bleedin from my heart,
all over YOU,
all over us ,wat did we do?,
created a love that had meanin but no purpose,
or maybe it did & u just ignored it,
never understandin how much ii cared,
how much ii wanted u here,
wen i was young ii wasnt ready,
regardless of the feeliinz i had that were so heavy,
a young female confused in liife,
so tender & riipe,
lessonz to learn were clear iin siight,
my dwnfall was dangerous ,
so glad u werent here to see iit,
all alone, & ashamed,
it took seriious strength to keep myself afloat and maintain,
thiis madness swirlin inside my brain,
Reflectin on my liife ,
At tiimez ii wish i would diie,
buryin all this heartache,disappointment,anger & shame,
u werent the only one goin through it , u and ii are kindve the same,
regardless of all i went through ii never forgot u,
which ii cant understand bein that u left me & got someone new,
i thought i was meaningless in ur game,
a game of heartz,
Heartz in whiich u tore apart
