Honest

Always trying to make someone laugh 

Maby because if not you'd just crash 

Thirteen years old 

Already so bold 

Stand up to anyone 

Thrn right after say a pun 

On the outside no one could see 

You were just trynna be 

Likeabul....

Feel like your unlovebul

Into this now I put my heart and soul 

 Im not trynna fit in anymore 

Yes these wounds are still sore

I dont care anymore

Dont like me then leave  

Im not hiding under the sleeve

So much denial 

Even after the trial 

Still to this day 

Im ashamed to say 

Its hard to be honest with yourself really 

Contplating life smoking ciggretts in the back of my grandparents ally 

Now I finally honestly do see 

What everybody was always trynna tell me 

When you let go of the pain 

Your head will be a little more sane 

It really doesnt matter what anyone thinks 

Been strugggling with this for weeks 

Not anymore tho 

Fall back game like a pro 

Not really 

Just be riddin around in my city 

Been though the worst 

I know i got some type of curse 

But theres these chosen few 

And no matter anything new 

Theyve seen it all 

Seen me fall 

To them none of it matters at all 

Thats how I know they ridin with me 

I think before I act now see 

Dont let my past get in my head 

I know I should be dead 

God still has me here 

So to everyone imma share 

Love and peace 

Figured it out as I was talkin to my uncle Rece 

Everyone just wants to be liked 

So maby if we were a little more nice 

Atleast you know you did the best you can 

Even if they turn the other  hand 

It'll make them think 

Maby go talk to a shirnk 

Everybody deseirves love 

Feeling like your saoring with the doves

We must first love ourselfs 

Or else youll be looking in an empty well 

To quench your thirst 

You must first 

Accecpt yourself for who you are 

See yourself as a star

Then it wont matter who loves you 

You just fine chillin with your crew