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Always trying to make someone laugh
Maby because if not you'd just crash
Thirteen years old
Already so bold
Stand up to anyone
Thrn right after say a pun
On the outside no one could see
You were just trynna be
Likeabul....
Feel like your unlovebul
Into this now I put my heart and soul
Im not trynna fit in anymore
Yes these wounds are still sore
I dont care anymore
Dont like me then leave
Im not hiding under the sleeve
So much denial
Even after the trial
Still to this day
Im ashamed to say
Its hard to be honest with yourself really
Contplating life smoking ciggretts in the back of my grandparents ally
Now I finally honestly do see
What everybody was always trynna tell me
When you let go of the pain
Your head will be a little more sane
It really doesnt matter what anyone thinks
Been strugggling with this for weeks
Not anymore tho
Fall back game like a pro
Not really
Just be riddin around in my city
Been though the worst
I know i got some type of curse
But theres these chosen few
And no matter anything new
Theyve seen it all
Seen me fall
To them none of it matters at all
Thats how I know they ridin with me
I think before I act now see
Dont let my past get in my head
I know I should be dead
God still has me here
So to everyone imma share
Love and peace
Figured it out as I was talkin to my uncle Rece
Everyone just wants to be liked
So maby if we were a little more nice
Atleast you know you did the best you can
Even if they turn the other hand
It'll make them think
Maby go talk to a shirnk
Everybody deseirves love
Feeling like your saoring with the doves
We must first love ourselfs
Or else youll be looking in an empty well
To quench your thirst
You must first
Accecpt yourself for who you are
See yourself as a star
Then it wont matter who loves you
You just fine chillin with your crew
