Dis Fuctional

How much do I have to show you 

that my intentions are nothing but true 

been through to much isht 

i know this has to be legit 

being loyal is the only way I know 

how to really show

tgat I care 

I'm not the type to look in the mirror

Stop and stare

dont even like what I see there 

no matter how hard I try 

asking god why oh why 

is this my life 

haven't I payed my price 

I know he has something in store 

that's gunna be way much more 

then I could ever ask for 

This boy got my mind messed up 

I can't get enough

were friends hella close 

talk about the most 

but this feeling I can't shake 

someone always seems to take my place 

right when it's starting to look up 

I relize I'm in the same rut 

caring about some dude 

who attutide becomes hella rude 

that's why I don't even bother 

cause everyone's just like one another 

put it off for so long 

I keep coming back to the same wrong 

Gotta stop staying up so late 

this is when I begin to self hate 

and obsess over everything 

nothing can be simple , say yu put me under your wing 

come on bro 

what more can yu ask for 

I really can't understand 

what exactly is your plan 

sexual teneson

yu can hear it over the phone 

now were a little more grown 

I've proved I'm not that shone 

was there for you 

when you didn't have a clue 

but they never love the one who's really down 

they play her like a clown 

not really tho 

we'll not me imma pro bro 

Won't get a reaction out if me 

I could be completely broken on the inside none of it you'll see 

what you don't understand is once you open your heart

thats when I can start

to trust you 

you now have to prove 

That you'll be the right move