Lost Childhood

Dreams of a lost childhood 

The result of a child from the hood 

Drunkin mother 

Drug addicted father

What was exected of me

Way to much for me to reach

No concence

What im dealin right now is nonsence

Victim emthey

I dont think thats gunna work for me

Cause when I was livin on the streets

Aint nobody had that for me

No place to sleep

Somewhere quite to count sheep 

Or what about when I had to take care of myself

Way befor the age of 12

First night my baby sister came home

Insted of being able to roam

I had to save her life

If I haddent steed in she just might..

Be dead

My mom shot in the head 

These are all possiblitys 

Of what I could possobley see

Didnt want that street ;life 

But just like that feelin when Im high as a kite

Feel like i aint have no choice

Unlike you i dont have that little voice

It seemed like my only path 

I was movin way to fast

Only thing keeing me goin is that 10 year old littl girl 

Shes what makes my world twirl 

I dont want her to end up here

Dont even reconize the person starin back in the mirror

She dont need this life 

She needa do right 

Cause I dman sure miss being free 

All it is, is drama that surround me 

I just wanna ggo home 

So I could be left alone