late night torcher

It sucks when im alone

In bed at home

These late nights are a killer

I know they say i should be realer

Theres something that just holds me back

Trynna keep my mind on these racks

You always pop in there somewhere

When i see you i just want to stare

I hate myself for being this way

I get butterflys everytime you say hey

But i cant bring my self to it

Sometimes i wanna just say screw it

And do it

Pour my heart out to you

Let you know everything i say is true

Whats there to lose

A friendship? Oh boohoo

I should be the one to choose

Ill take YOU shopling for some shoes

All that yOU been torough

I can be there for you

You just gotta let me

Me see

I just gotta tell you

But i never will

Im just keepin it real

This is how i feel.