​I know she loves me but I don’t know why
I stare in the mirror and see a regular guy
An irregular heart paired with a clouded mind
Flawed from head to toe without a fix in sight
I wish I could meet the man she sees
I’d love to ask him a couple of things
Like how does he smile in a world so cursed
How does he laugh when he’s filled with hurt
What makes him confident the spark will stay when the flame he loves burns miles away
I’m lost, searching for an answer
My insecurities spreading like cancer
I wish my confidence matched my height
I’d be the person I always hoped to be tonight
Face the man in the mirror with my head held high
Without the urge to question why she’s in my life