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It took me a whole year to realize what was really going on
Best believe lust can blind you, better yet suppose to be love can damage you for life
I found myself give, providing, sharing, caring, treating, catering, and pleasing, yet wasn't getting a thing in return
At the moment, hell I was so deep, I thought i was in love, but wasn't
I dont know and honestly till this day, I feel like a fool, I still find myself wanting to please, my heart takes over me, then I began to overdue
Realizing this mother ***er would give me a thang if i got down to my last, but it's crazy as soon as I get back up, I'm back at it again
Pleasing and Helping, like a damn Superman
I feel so ***ing stupid, yeah I've played a fool over and over again
But in life sometime you have to have to hit rock bottom to see who will really stick around till the end
"Your not making the moves I wanna make, so i'll rather make em alone" is what he said
Those word, took my breath at that point to him , I felt dead...
Money can't buy love, money can't buy happiness, but it might keep a mother ***er around, because as soon as you say "NO", theyanit no where to be found....
