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Sometimes I feel like what I'm really looking for doesn't exist
So use to being hurt, I honestly feel like being alone is what's best, honestly what would i miss
So mentally damaged, that my expectations are always bad
Ive been told that I love to hard, I think too much, and I'm over protective
In my opinion, alot of people fear "REAL"
I've put my heart through so much bull, that now I feel like its completely damaged
I'm DAMAGED
Ive allow so many people to bring me to that point, just to let me go
Failing to realize the pain of loving someone for them not to love you in return
Giving your all, better yet your last just to see this person happy
And despite all you do and have done, it never seems to be enough
Accepting their lies, yet you know the truth
Realizing that you will never be there only one
Feeling incomplete, stressed, worried, confused, ***ing lost , all because this one person don't know what he want or who he wants
Waiting , patiently waiting, just to see will he choose you
Just to find out he really dont wanna be with you
"FRIENDS" (ha)
One year plus Ive given you so much, I've proved so much, but you fear being with me because of what others think
Why bring me this ***ing far, just to let me down
Never thought to spare my feelings, yet whenever you need me I never hesitate to be there
It's crazy, cause I'm at a point in my life where I don't even know who I am anymore. I fake a smile to get through, I hide out and let my tears shed, I loose sleep...
Im hurt far beyond what words can explain
How can I move on
Don't wanna take another heart break
Just wanna get over, forget it all, but its so hard to managed, and I don't know what to do...
I feel so Damaged.
