My Heart

It's not that i don't love you Well maybe it is After all the BS and games these past few years Your lying and manipulating made me hold on Blind to the fact that you were doing me wrong Hell I even lied to myself saying u would change But deep down inside I knew you'd always be the same But I only have myself to blame Forgiving you over and over again You lie I cry Then we start over again Eventually my love just faded away Thinking about the days I would beg you to stay Laughing at how silly I was Chasing after you Like I was addicted to drugs And as sad as it is I take it as a lesson learned Never again will my heart be given Only earned