It's not that i don't love you
Well maybe it is
After all the BS and games these past few years
Your lying and manipulating made me hold on
Blind to the fact that you were doing me wrong
Hell I even lied to myself saying u would change
But deep down inside I knew you'd always be the same
But I only have myself to blame
Forgiving you over and over again
You lie I cry
Then we start over again
Eventually my love just faded away
Thinking about the days I would beg you to stay
Laughing at how silly I was
Chasing after you
Like I was addicted to drugs
And as sad as it is
I take it as a lesson learned
Never again will my heart be given
Only earned