Dark Tunnels

I'm ashamed of the lifestyle I've been living. Dark tunnels living in my past life. A thief in the night. A saint in the morning, when evening come I'm beyond amazed about the faze i put myself through. I'm bothered by my life, living from day to day, night to night, morning to morning trying to make my life absolutely right. I ask myself why i live? What is my purpose? Why am i here? So many questions unanswered i need help, that's why i wept.