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Just thinking
I figured if we spoke again
Things would go back to the way it was
It is now awkward silence
Your shield is visual ...
But cant blame for having it
It's not easy but I have to admit
I miss how things were
Before the feelings
Before the strange love Jones
Before the heartaches
Before the heartbreak
Before everything
You were my friend
That person I confide my darkest secret
That person who lift me to my highest peak
That's person who help me seek my true identity
That person who save my sanity
The ugliness of egos
The old wrongdoing
The emotion that lost that control
Wounds worsen a friendship that will never grow by letting our emotions gain control
