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I was birthed from a mother who did drugs, living in a shelter, and had every opportunity to ABORT ME
I'M NO ONES MISTAKE!
I had a rough time learning fast or normally like the other kids, so I gave up easily and judged myself more harshly
I'M NO ONES MISTAKE
I didn't graduate from high school, got my GED, took two semesters in college and couldn't finish either of those
I'M NO ONES MISTAKE
I was never into Proms or walking across stages or being the most popular. I'M SORRY FOR THOSE I LET DOWN,BUT!
I'M NO ONES MISTAKE
I decided to get pregnant and gave birth to a beautiful baby girl. God told me she would bring me joy and she does
I'M NO ONES MISTAKE
I've been told all my life that I've NEVER done things the right way. I've blamed myself, hated myself, tried to kill myself, tried to deny myself of happiness. I felt I was robbing those around me of JOY, but I'VE GOT NEWS TO ALL YOU SPECTATORS
I'M NO ONES MISTAKE!
I've always felt two steps behind, forced to grow up quick, made to feel inadequate, always feeling like I would never measure up, but
I'M NO ONES MISTAKE
Was adopted into a broken home, raised by a single parent, learning that parents aren't perfect, learning thatyour PAST doesn't MAKE YOU, it only AFFECTS YOU but guess what
I'M NO ONES MISTAKE
I've slit my wrist, ran away from home, tried to get alcohol poisoning, thought about driving off of a bridge, thought about running into traffic, thought about harming myself to the point of no return,but
I'M NO ONES MISTAKE
I've struggled with DEPRESSION,OPPRESSION,RESENTMENT,HATE,ANGER,RAGE,REVENGE,BITTERNESS,but
I'M NO ONES MISTAKE
LET ME THROW SOME HOPE OUT THERE FOR ANY ONE WHO HAS EVER WONDERED WHY, ANYONE'S WHOSE EVER FELT BROKEN, ANYONE WHO HAS EVER TRIED TO PLEASE PEOPLE SO FAR TO THE POINT THAT WHEN YOU DON'T GET THE RESPONSE OR LOVE OR GRATIFICATION THAT YOU THOUGHT YOU WOULD, YOU TRIED TO TAKE YOUR OWN LIFE, YOU ARE NO ONES MISTAKE! GOD MADE YOU IN HIS IMAGE, HE LOVES YOU, AND EVERY TIME YOU TRIED TO DOWN THE PILLS, SLIT YOUR WRIST, RUN AWAY, SELL YOUR BODY, JOIN A GANG, WHATEVER IT IS, GOD DIDN'T LET YOU DIE FOR A REASON! I'M A LIVING TESTIMONY THAT GOD CARES FOR YOU EVEN WHEN YOU DON'T CARE ABOUT HIM, HE LOVES YOU WHEN YOU CANT LOE YOURSELF, HE HOLDS YOU WHEN NO ONE ELSE WOULD, HE TELLS YOU/ GIVES YOU PURPOSE WHEN NO ONES ELSE COULD SEE IT IN YOU. GOD LOVES YOU MORE THAN YOU COULD EVER KNOW. I LOVE MY FAMILY AND FRIENDS BUT I WROTE THIS FOR ME! JUST BECAUSE I GOT KNOCKED UP TWICE BEFORE MARRIAGE, DRANK SMOKE, INDULGED IN THINGS I CANT EVEN PUT ON HERE, I'M STILL HERE! GOD AINT THROUGH WITH ME YET! GOD YOU AINT THROUGH WITH ME YET! YOU AINT THROUGH WITH ME YET! AND I THANK YOU! I'M NOBODY'S MISTAKE! NOT MY DRUG ADDICTED MAMA'S, NOT MY MOMMAS, NOT MY FATHERS, I AM ME TUNISIA CHRISTINE! I AM CHOSEN BY GOD! WHAT EVERYONE ELSE DOESN'T SEE IN ME, HE DOES! I'M NOBODY'S FAILURE OR DISAPPOINTMENT! THERE WERE RULES AND LAWS MADE FOR THIS WORLD, BUT GOD OPERATES OUT OF TIME, AND WITH NO LIMITATIONS, AND I AM A WITNESS THAT HE CAN TAKE SOMEONE SO MESSED UP AND THROW HER IN A PLACE THAT NO ONE, NOT EVEN MY OWN MOTHER OR FATHER COULD UNDERSTAND! I'M NO ONES MISTAKE! GOD BLESS YOU ALL! :)
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