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I want to cry
like
everything was
Fine
20 minutes ago
I was doing
just
Fine
being a
Blessing
20 minutes
Ago
I was the
Encourager
Now
Discouraged
because my dream
My
Dream
is starting to break at the seams
it seems
that this
Adventure is becoming
Scary and
the road is
Winding
and
It's such a shame
that I am bucking
the
Complexities
that will make me
a better person
But Ion
wanna go
through this
This mockery
of Life
the Muck of life
when everywhere I turn
someone is
always
Smiling
and telling me
I should
Smile too
but the truth
The Truth
of the matter is
What they call Life
is not my definition
Or a part of my intuition
Cause i have
seen
Mama
tryin to keep up
with the Jones'
quitting more men
than the Kardashians
and I ain't
saying that she
wasn't Worth marriage
but when you pick
from the run of the mill
you tend to get ran through it
I ran to it
I came
to the conclusion
that
This ain't for
Me
but what else can I do
when
This is my default setting
Struggling
Hustlin
Bustlin
Fighting
Screaming
Making love
Starting all over
AGAIN
Introducing your little girl
to her
NEW
daddy
Sadly
this has been engrained
in my veins
So I try to
Rise to fame
So Ion need
Nobody
Slightin' me
cause I got my
Bread
And
Seasonings
hoping that he cry at night
cause he
Walked away from me
Unintentionally
hurting
Me
She
He
We
Isn't it a shame
Sometimes a loss
Isn't it a shame
You have to blame
Before you cry
