Fractured

Broken and spread out into too many pieces,this broken life is permanantly damaged it never ceases,I feel release from these releases, I feel like sh*t just some feces, is it because I am a different type of species, but how can I stop or let it beat me, the devil know it's hard to defeat me, I could'nt even delete me, even if I was words messed up in my poem, or erased from out a song, I am fractured and this is shown, I am put together and this is known, heavenly though, with each piece ten more grow, like the hydra, I am so low I can only go higher, shattered like broken mirror or glass, maybe I will have some luck when seven years have passed, it's a wonder I aint gone mad, only wanting what I never had, the world in my grasp, I see I simply just can't ask, I have to take without relenting, sin without repenting, make with all resenting, and I am not easily broken, and my life is like a movie I wont let nothing move me, and I am hoping, I am different everyday, I can never stay the same, I guess this is what you get when you destined for change,