She said I am tired of hearing u say ur sorry and that I am only sorry I got caught, no I am man enough to admit my wrongs and I kno hurtin u is my fault, but I didn't intend to, so I lie to defend you, even tho it makes things worse, I fu$ked up putting myself first, pride goes before the fall and the catching comes before the hanging, love can be dangerous and very draining, she can't stand to look at me, cringes every time she looks at my face, by her side was my place, in my love and God was her faith, I traded for a lil pleasure for sorrow hurt and pain, she was truly all I had now nothing else remain, she will never be the same, and I accept all the blame, ruined for anyone after, I reminisce on her happiness I invision her laughter, all that is gone now all I left was disaster,