Blasphemy

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I feel like u laugh at me, why was I created what do u ask of me, If u want my all I'll give you the last of me, real humble and passively, passionately, I seek you at times I feel avoided, must be my sins my grace I destroyed it, they say my people are anointed, do we make you feel annoyed, in my soul I feel a void, there is a huge missing link , unnerving me to think, maybe ur not real, so much pain I cannot heal, basic.  instructions. before. leaving.  earth.  taught me what's the deal, but most of it is to conceal, most of it I do not feel,  the revelations, do not reveal, or maybe my eyes are not meant for me to see, blinded by my vision they work to conspire against me, nothing has yet to convince me, that I was put here for a purpose,  cant help but sometimes feel worthless,  kids are being trafficked organs are being harvested, and the people that gave us that book are the very ones who started all this sh#t, well thought out and orchestrated, in my eyes ur their God cause my people are decimated, uneducated,  they whitewashed it all but its all in ur plans, u work in mysterious ways, the whole world is in ur han ds, but where were u when my ancestors were slaves, and they prayed and they prayed, I kno they say its because of the commandments that they strayed, the God who punishes for the sins of the father all accounts will be paid, I am in a blasphemous stage, bcuz all my questions go unanswered when raised, I am so inraged,  I fell ur unworthy of my praise, u created the devil knowing what he would do, all of the roads lead bac to u, the creation that became a monster hence y we pay for the sins of our father, a necessary evil I just feel ur unbothered, stating what many are scared to, in hopes that my children are spared too,  just like the fathers before me, I appreciate the breath of life but u choose to ignore me, its not just my life its everyones story, espeacially those that came b4 me, lost in desperation, in need of an explanation,  of what you ask of me, tragedy done struck its a travesty, that got me speaking blasphemy