One tough chocolate chip cookie

Say what you want but I'm juggling things,I don't care about who what , who they or what they say, because animals don't even bare my pains. I can help create life, and leave the world with my permanent lines of my pain and anguish, even in my times of turmoil, I can fake a smile and I still can manage. Been giving my heart out and getting it broken all of my life, I always say that I'm giving up on love, someone new enters my life, and I still share my heart like it's the last slice. Only for it to be physically and spiritually butchered, having my mind all over the place, how could you?! It's already hard enough in society, out of all the different nations of women, My kind is the less desired. You say my kind comes with attitude and problems, I've been dealing with tough s%@t for over 400 years, now you tell me what's the problem. The world's manipulation and plot against I, have my own melanated sisters looking down on our own kind and I violently ask why?! You see the dogs chase we, and if we demand respect, our men would be what we need them to be, but if we don't respect ourselves it would lead him to leave.. I'm supposed to be first because after all I'm the mother of eternity, with the assurance of the Father and creator of all living things he made me purposely. It was even scientifically proven that all women come from me and my seeds, time to put our fist back up in the air and change our scenes. King Qadar Dwon' 3/30/15