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I dont even remember who I was. I know who I thought I was and what the world was. I hit a reality wall, stop moving and got pushed back.
The world didnt stop for me.
Hard on the outside, soft in the middle. I went gangster and was hard on the outside and the inside. Went diplomat and I was soft on the outside and hard in the middle.
I could turn and speak the sweetest words and then fire flame the lame. Turn water to ice and walk away nice.
I didnt know who I was but I know I had somewhere to go. Feel me.
