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as i awaken in a world full of pain
My soul feels sorrow, for my life was over
Before it began
Everything around me confirmed the constant churn of my insides
Knowing of my deja vu
And the torment that settles in my minds forefront
Lessons my hearts beat
My spirit dies of the hate and unsurety
Confusion becomes my only direction of a journey called Lost
I cant seem to find in millions of miles
an phase of love
even to my aged days
I've only discovered millions of ways to hate
Road to the purpose of my life unknown
And in the essence of me
is an Unknown place
I plan to fill
With the joy that even my faith wont bring
For the glory of heavens promise to me
My last Wish
If I ever find my trinity in this life
Just let me die into happiness
