Positive...

Positive…

When I look at you I can say I’m really looking at you..seeing is believing…feeling your embrace is amazing…tasting the length of your spine sends me out of my mind….losing you is regretful…Like seeing the twin towers crumble in destruction.

My mind wanders off to what can I do…what should I have done….did I really have you…Are you really mine…

My hands lifted up “saying God give me strength” to see another day…I cry like a baby…laying out in the floor…wanting more of you…wishing you would grace me with your presence…teach me to love you again.

Show me your hand and reach for me…kiss me one more time. I will feel you this time…you take my breath away…No, you took my breath away…I mean I’m drowning with you not by my side…I’m confused…I’m depressed….I’m suppressing my love I have for you…But I want you so bad…

I’m Positive living around all this negativity…I’m Positive that you loving me is what I need. Is what we need…I’m Positive that the next time we make love. I will fill in the gap…trap the flow of honey that we made together.

Between US…Your so sweet…you so sexy…my mind is so open and Positive…I’m so Positive we can make this thang work…Can u see me ?  Please see me…

mrl/7/15