Fallen Communication

As time slips away..the heart gathers pieces of whatever may be in the air..for comfort..for peace and even for love...My heart beats for you and misses you...I don't want to cover it up with things..I want to cover it up with you..Not of what it used to be..But what it could be now..Right NOW in this moment of unsettling disturbance and a unbalanced life...I feel like a fallen angel...like I feel from your grace...there is no wind beneath my wind without you...They say Love Conquers All...but my Love seems to diminish ALL things that I touch...You say Miyana communicate... I say I am communicating...are you relating to what Im saying...So I change my tone, I change my words to try to make it better..but it gets worse...so I Miyana shut it DOWN...NOW I'm not communicating..Im suffocating..diluted in SELF...Mind closed off...feelings numb..staring into the sky asking why GOD why...open my mouth say SOMETHING...but scared to speak..for I may say something that is not to your liking and there for Im not communicating...So my thoughts may not be your thoughts..BUT my love is just as STRONG as yours...Listen to my silence...its praying to you loud...#4given4verChozen

mrl/8/15