Trials

Have you ever heard doubtful words so much til you start to believe it

Constantly being haunted by your errors and demons

Stuck in a state thats very depressing you

And negativity is all that they seem to give you

But somehow in the dimness you invision the light of hope

Only to have it shattered by they whom are close

But Inside your will youre determined to make it

But just as you start your journey youre hendered by haters

Lies begin spread and your story never told

But yet somehow you find the strength to move on 

Now all seems futile and no one seems to care

And every single state becomes truth or dare

But can you make it that is the question you ask

As you persistently strive to elude your past

Darkness all around and the clouds hubber

And with every single step you're met with a struggle

Your feet to the ground,your head to the sky

Embracing the positive just to survive

Friends become few,love ones leave

And you're giving it your all to keep self esteem

The sun shines and the clouds cover it

The darkness veils and brings more suffering

Your strength is drained and your spirit torn

Praying to God for the strength to move on

Prayers rise,sadness falls

Searching for the strength to move on

Now your all done or so it seems

As something rises from deep within

But will you make it this time

That that is the question that you ask

As the trials keeps coming and giving you tasks

Friends are all gone love ones moved on

Stuck in a rutt as life keeps flowing

But suddenly things get easier

And now you can make it.....SO KEEP BELIEVING......