lmfao I get discouraged very easily when it comes to looking for jobs I'd be extra excited just to find out that I have a job interview the only reason why I get excited in the first place is because it's a small window of opportunity for me to do better in life at first it was hard to get one interview but now I get one every other week the problem now is actually getting the job period in the beginning of the first sentence I clearly stated I was laughing but in reality I just want to go off holding bacc my fustaition for me is like baling my fist and walking away from a fight and those who know me know that I don't turn down any fades truthfully it pains me to still be walking around with a smile on my face knowing I'm unemployed with a baby on the way I can't help but be thankful that I'm at least breathing for farther opportunities and hopes of finding a job