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Fear …less
blessed to have a clear perspective
free from the debilitating clime
which constipates the minds
although, it's only natural to fear
what we do not understand...
what more to dread, than the cost
to set aside our foolish pride
as the price of admission
for the unknown
For a myth?
a mystery gift?
a quality best tested
where nature is expressed
seasoned by a need...
a want, a seed for thought
a sense of daring,
protection and desire
hoping to acquire
something clear
something either
we possess
in generous quantity
where we wish
to find someone
with which to share
or sorely lack
need for another
to anoint our dreams
after the strongest part of everything
that makes your personality
most attractive to the man i am,
between the moment when we met
and what we’ve come to be
Becomes indistinguishable between
the background noise
of our of the darkest thought
which ever could be
of you and me
I will still recall the emotions shadow
of hope that my side of the bed
Was empty …and make that move
you know of me
There exists within us one and all
And our least humanistic quality
slips from the grasp
of the least thought``
Taken beyond the smell and taste
of sweet memories
Long after the time we have each
met our separate fate
Even though at the axis of
my last hopeful remembrance
will feel not your embrace
save on my mind
fine thoughts,
generated from memory
for times like this
just in case...
where i will cease to exist
as an individualistic entity
Where you will remain as you were
the perfect friend to me
And i will not fail you
this time...
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