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i have to move on because my baby doesn't love me
he said i don't do it for him anymore
he has found him a new girl
despite our history
he walked out pretty easily
he ripped out my heart and took it as a souvenir
as if i don't need it anymore
i guess i don't because i only want him
he has my heart and no one else can have it
this is a tragedy
being captive to someone who doesn't give a damn
sadly some of the injuries were self inflicted
i saw the signs and refused to acknowledge them
ignoring them as if i was blind or he would change
no one changes unless they want to and see that their actions are causing a problem
i thought that him seeing me hurting would be enough for him to change and i was wrong
multiple times 3 years worth of time wasted
he got beyond the best of me
i even had the audacity to carry his child
now i have to be in touch with him for the rest of my life
i have to move on
picking up the broken pieces of my life and get it together
challenging myself to boss up like never before
moving on and never looking back
i have to move on and make it the best thing that ever happened to me
