Manic to medicated

Manic to medicated
Can't see straight yea 
Hell ya was on one hell of a flight or fight race .level felt not human tho crazy mystified alienated some what
I'm BACK NOW still feel little wack cus meds me feel high and I sleep all day and night and breathe human but feel like  a supreme one, man the manic high remembering a bit makes me bit terrified and meds it's all to much once but I'm coming down and can breathe see ,I'm back to being simply me sometimes I wake up cus of scary dreams or just a panic state cus I could lose it any second but I put my love for God on the line he is so divine no need to fear cus I have my lord and savior here