I am trying to be a good girl,
See you keep on saying the right things.
Touching me in a slight way that makes me...
Say man I just met you but I'm guarded because my heart has been bombarded with any lie you can ever think of.
Lessons learned, yes but you keep on saying & doing the right things.
But see I am still steady in being this good girl. Keeping lustful secrets in my head.
I pray really hard before I go to bed: Please go away..
Telling myself all this is his trick so that I may slip on his d*@# and quench his thirst and then back to earth I go.
Damn, its hard trying to be a good girl