When the judge sentenced you away,
I could have died.
People stared at me from a far as I cried.
The ride home alone after court hurt tha worst
"Leave tha streets alone!", I was tha one that told you first.
But you still chose to do exactly what you wanted,
If I had of known that it would happen like this I would have taunted,
You more...
Now you locked behind that door, so now how ya gonna protect me
Like you been doin before?
But yet a lonely home I go to
Kuz you're not there. I tell my girls all about it, but it doesn't seem like they care
Kuz they got their men at home, but I gotta sit by tha phone, and wait for your call.
I'm tha one that bought tha Pay-Tel, but delivering messages from all tha z you're in with, who ain't getting letters no more from their girlfriends.
But they feelin sad and tryna reach out through me, while you keep tellin me you're gonna do right when you're free.......
Jimmy does Tatts, and Eddie can draw, Tony got beat up because he
Told what he saw.
Mike recruitin' z who he can use as his toy, and Charlie keep gettin' write-up's
For bein' a mf'n Jack Boy.
Jackin' his meat lookin' at tha female CO's...
But I'M supposed to feel bad kuz this tha life that they chose?!
I feel like I know them even though I don't from a can of paint,
And you quotin' bible verses all of a sudden like a saint.
But what about me out here strugglin' to eat?!
It's sad to say that I got used to tha money
That you was bringin' in from them streets...
Because I was in school, ain't never broke no rules, stayed in tha books....and now I keep gettin' looks...
From tha ones who "WERE" ya Ace Boon Koons...
Yea you remember tha ones who you used to call
Ya Goons!
They never send you money, hell they think it's funny
Kuz you locked away from me...
Exactly what they been waitin' to see...
Baby I get lonely and I stare at your pictures at night,
Cryin' and wishin' that you were here to hold me tight.
I can't come visit you because they sent you
Upstate, and if it were to happen I gotta look through a glass at
Your face
Kuz you're in that place and I'm at home.
I'm tryna hold you down, hell I'm tryna stay strong
But I don't know where I belong...
I wish you never had to go.
Made a mistake and opened up my legs
Now everybody callin' me a ho, I didn't want you to know and now you question tha love I have for ONLY you, but I remember tha plans we made to say "I DO"
Ending in a kiss
But my only wish, is that we could rewind
Everything you missed....
While You Were Doing Time