dark shades

Darkness falling over my eyes
I cant help but to block reality
   who I express to the world is lies
Trying to hide this dark sin actually
     Watching dark shapes
This circular emotion pattern
               water  escapes
          Things only  matter
       only  if the ears benefits
                 the gossip
 telling u how I feel is venomous
     hanging  skeletons  in the closet
  I rather keep it there
           feelings deposit
 I wear my  frustration on my sleeve
       I feel no one understands me
SO terribly speared
 By life’s cruel blows
         these magical dark shades
          hides my broken spirit
incomplete healing
By streaks of light
          eyes pending
          to the world
           dark shades