Invisible Doubt

It's hard to decipher the value in your presence when you begin questioning yourself about the extent of how much another person cares. The answer lies within the doubt even when it's as invisible as the air. When you desires are no longer bearing, and your secrets become secrets because they are no longer worth sharing. You can't with certainty pin point why you carry a disbelief, or understand the start, but conflicting visions bring on a separation of the heart. Then you wonder if silencing your voice to align your emotions is okay?! And in the midst of being clueless no one notices that you've spiritually walked away, until that void is felt, and missing you becomes a permanent fixture from day to day! It's Moaning.. Chronicles of The Heart ATP