Addicted

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just different

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Hi, my name is Angee, and I'm an addict. You are my drug of choice. Right now I'm not using.. but I can feel myself going through withdrawls. If I just get a quick fix, I can make it through the day..depending on the dosage..maybe I can go a few days, or weeks. I text.. my chest opens when I see your pic pop up in response.. okok that's better. I know you're okay! More in depth an email.. idk if you will check it, or even respond, but it feels like I'm talking to you so that's enough. Days pass.. living..focused work/life balance.. something is missing.. my mind begins drifting there is a longing to reach out but my pride, ego won't give into the urge to shoot up(call). I get use to not seeking.. things are mellow.. normal.. no longer am I feindn.. my mind says no..my body won't comply.. I need you! I send the email.. looking down at my phone the blue light is flashing.. immediately I grab it.. but it's not YOU..and my excitement goes from 10 to 4..🙁.. I'm sure you're busy. You have a life that doesn't involve me.. when I least expect it my phone vibrates..the notification has your pic.. my heart starts beating fast, my stomach gets butterflies, and there is a hasomf.. it's not a coincidence.. you can feel me. I tried to enter rehab(think differently) that's when the withdrawals get worse. I want you. Being in your presence is one of the greatest gifts in my life. I feel loved, desired, sexy, intimacy, chemistry, simplicity, and most of all SAFE. I can't shake that feeling of contentment, and I will do anything to protect you.. heart & soul bc I am Angee, and I'm an addict.. and no matter how hard I try.. my fix is you.. so once again I left rehab..and picked up the phone.. bc I'm feeling you!