The tension

You fumble  the keys in your hand

Not trying to drop them so that you do not bend

Keyhole finally appears to allow key to enter

Everything around moves fast, but you are the center

Try to find a spot once inside

Make sure no ones around when you hide

Thoughts racing they start to collide

In no one you can confide

Loosening your belt with a sigh of relief

Shake down your pants around your ankles underneath

Bending at the knees

Your heart starts to speed

Lights from passing vehicles illuminate your apartment

Sweat beads appear from this enlargement

To release this from your one and only compartment

Legs spread apart

Ankles grip waistband on your pants

This now is your chance

The releasing pain seems so severe

You can not appear to hold in your tears

It rips out like a torn piece of cloth

Bags begin to drop

One by one ....Drop like pounds of sugar

Only wished you'd swallowed fewer