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Fighting with 2016
I pat my pockets
There were empty
I look at the calendar
I am reminded
The sun rising the moon settling down
I look in the mirror
Age catching up
Grey hair ??
Is it wisdom or I'm just luck up
Im not worried of dying but
Living to be 40
ain't did shhhhhh
What kind of woman I am ??
Just carrying mistakes
Going back forth
Punishing my mental creating a plaque Whiles days rolling by
Being content with being left behind
Not living life
What kind of woman am I ?
Punishing myself for my parents death
Crushing every opportunity to be better myself
Withhold my feelings to point I suffer from social anxiety
Pushing everything that loves me away
What kind of woman I am ??
I am a woman who made mistakes
Writing a new chapter
Making change
