Sometimes I feel like I'm dream in like the picture I'm seeing ain't the picture I'm being ....catch the cold sweats when I'm sleeping nightmares run my mind as I'm breathing​ I lose sight of a path god wants me to succeed in ...to say I'm ppl pleasing ain't the reason I'm losing my paper rather see the smile on your face now then later cud never be a hater though they surround me like a gate up I cud never push this weight off I point the finger at my heart cuz I love too hard I question each and every call.. I'm giving you my all like I'm obligated to like am I really being a fool?idk any more what's the truth though they act like they got it figured out u shud never judge somebody before u get to know what they about ...
I lose track of the running mouths the shade being thrown around ... I cud tell​ you whose fake and call em
out....but it ain't that deep I got a sane mind to keep... I got pockets to feed.. I'm trying to remain at peace ... Im tired of the bs they direct towards me .....like I'm fighting a war with family so called friends dropping off like leafs ...ppl I wud take a bullet or two for ain't got a word to say anymore ....and all I hear is crickets man when i need em to come thru where they at ....and they wonder why I turned my back ....so don't ask me why I'm mad, assume u understand...tell me me it ain't that bad when u haven't experienced a moment of what I have ...