Interlude

Lately I've been going through a lot of changes
(Deep breath)
Moments I can't always explain. 
The same
Train of thought 
railroading expectations 
Deliberations of where this journey ends. 

Back tracking sins
I tend
To stay inside. 
Trapped in my mind
I stay alive by dreaming about what it's like to feel alive

You know, 

Living a happy life
Happy wife
I've heard the two go hand in hand. 
Romancing the idea of romance
Falling for you
No cares of where I land. 

Standing in front of that train
Derailing pessimistic logic
Tossing aside
All signs that say 
there is a reason that this path is less traveled!

Walk with me then!
Talk with me then
Explain the way
A maze
Amazed at your impatience
I'm not taking
My sweet time
I'm taking each sign
With deliberate scrutiny. 

Truly 
you can see that I'm blind. 
And this third eye ain't what it used to be
To be between belief 
and what I can see
I see you in between 
Floating wistfully unpredictably 
Like a leaf. 
Leaving me the impression 
That my message may not be getting through..

So for you 
Here's another clue.
This is just an interlude.