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I look at my 9 month old daughter and saw perfection. She had only one care in the world after eating, she needed me and in actuality I needed her.
She reminder me of something that I had lost, it was innocence in trying to pray to the world and not praying to God. I missed him.
I remember 11 years ago when the bullet from the AR-15 hit my seatbelt harness and hit me on the side of my head. I was dazed but I knew this life wasnt for me.
I was trying to save myself when I should have been trying to save the God within me. I lost scripture and walked the Earth looking for my one true God.
I found him in her and found what was leftover of myself.
