Its Ok To Not Be Ok

Living In Grace

Living in grace or something like that. I was moving left and right and could not find a way to move forward. I dug in my heels and found myself on wheels. It was a catastrophe and Im not even a pet lover. Im a lover period, of all things that move to and fro in the Universe trying to find its purpose.  

And all the way, respecting those I come across. 

Its Ok To Not Be Ok

Sounds like a good enough title doesnt it. Sometimes things feel like a drift and you really have to make sure you are navigating as best you can. You may fall back and in that process discover something new about yourself. 

You have a wealth of knowledge but more than that, you have wealth. You just dont know it yet. The turn around of it all is that you know more than you think you know. We just have to ask the deeper questions. 

The first one being "Who am I?" You answer that and a lot of the other questions just answer themselves.

In The Middle

I have been in the middle of it all. I have been a fantastic ride and I listened as much as I have talked. I walked while I was asleep and while I was awake and in the end I still meet my fate. 

A wanderer in the wilderness for a tenderness I have never known, for the true wisdom that will never be mine.

Until I surrender. 

But I dont see that happening any time soon.

Hot Links

Everything I wrote on here produces hot links, if you arent paying attention that will move right passed you. Im fully integrated even when some of the world hated, I still prospered. I was on a mission, impossible you say but to this day I have been executing. 

I dont get tired, Im wired for greatness and the funny thing of it all is that some of the haters helped me make this. I stood in their face with it and didnt back down. Clown. 

That was a low blow but then I asked myself how low they would go and they went there so I went there and stared and then in one instance elevated myself. 

So hold your plate out and with your pancakes and bacon and take these hot links im serving.

Finding My Stroke

I have been in the game a long time and the truth is I am just finding my stroke. It took long enough but the truth be told, I wasnt paying attention most of the time. My attention was split between nonsense and more nonsense and I kept trying to make sense of it. 

I was buckling under pressure that was no pressure. It was nothing but air and I kept breathing it in. Oh, to live a life of sin and be purely oblivious to what is going on in the world. 

I was spun left, right, and sideways before I made my way to what was right. I plan on staying here. I look this place. There is no good or evil, just us so you can make a heaven or a h*ll out of it. So choose your paradise. 

Sputter, sputter, sputter, listen to the engine cough and catch gear. From this point forward, you just need to take off.

Use The Force

Use the force and Im not talking about passing gas, Im talking about exceeding your class. Being more than what you thought you could be. I can see you yearning to be free, you out slapping away handouts with octupus hands and still deviating from the plan. 

Make the plan and stick with it. Take a stick and beat away the haters. Make something more of this life because you are more than breathing. Your body is a TEMPLE. 

So lets pray.

I pledge allegiance to all that is holy and I strive to make myself one with God.

Pork and Beans

I aint never squelled and fear kills. I stay ready at the front and the back in that I am always moving forward and clapping back. I attack relentlessly and stay silent when God asks me to. So what do I ask of you, be true to yourself and all your goals and know that the one true God is in control however you see him. 

Be assured that he sees you and there is no question that you can ask that he hasnt already answered. You are the answer so stop wth the lessons. Just take your pen and paper and write this down. 

"God, please show me just how great this life can be."

If you trust in him, he will trust you with all the gifts.

Explosive

I was trying to figure out what I was going to do today. I decided to explode on them. To make today better than it was yesterday. I was right, it was the perfect plan and I executed it like my life depended on it. 

I was looking to leave a footprint in this world and that is what I did. A big one too. I was wearing big boots, the steel-toed kind and I was pulling it out the mud. 

I was an actual artist and the world was my easel. I made it look easy and the truth was once my mind was right, it was.

Black Stumble

You were put here for a purpose and there will be people to derail you. You need to let some of those trains go so you can grow. Choo-choo baby. Your life is a verb and there is definitley a lot that you need to do to meet your maker and show him what you have made. 

I am honored that you are here, it shows that I am in good company  and that I was not meant to walk this road alone. 

So now Im grown. You taught me some of the ropes and I know what I need to do. I just need to do it. 

Thank you. I really needed that pep talk.

Moving Forward

We are always moving forward even when it looks like we are standing still. You have to keep the future in front of you and always never lose sight of this present moment. It is a gift for us and that is one we should never waste. 

I am speaking from poverty and moving into abundance. I have noticed the time lost and tried to make a way to a better future. And if I am very lucky, I will see you there.