I lost my feeling to cry
I forgot how laughing felt
I can't smile anymore
My hearts turning cold
I can't stay calm
Fall to fast
Believe to quickly
Never free
Always alone
Constant depression
Constant suicide
...
Words can't explain my pain
Actions can't show my hearts hurt
Unable to hold back tears
Walking on abused feet
Speaking the busted lips
Standing on sprained legs
Looking with blackened eyes
Walking with a used body
Holding my heart with disgusting hands
God gave everyone a reason to live
Mines was just one of the most dark.
