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12, more than a number... Deeply rooted to an emotion and a feeling that not everyone can provide.. Fixing your lips to annunciate the "L" is powered by mind, body and soul.. Some may see being lost as a misfortune but if you see life through my eyes you'd know different... You could be lost on the road, lost in your life or lost on a desert island.. But the pros of being lost are a lil different.. I'm lost in the physical and mental state.. Lost in a place with someone that holds the key to any and everything I desire.. Lost deeply in my feelings and thoughts.. Denying any assistance for help or direction. But am I lost or am I right where I'm suppose to be? My heart and mind are in cahoots that I'm center mass.. "On" target, zero mils. As I ponder around in this maze of perfection that I've constructed I realized how much I value it. Comparing past road trips and unsuccessful journeys to this one.. Understanding how time has been wasted following some expensive name brand GPS when I've had the proper destination within all along.. Somehow, at that time and in that place I expected things that weren't written for me.. After trusting more of my heart and less of my mind I could see things clearly.. Almost as if I had been driving with sunglasses on at night or without windshield wipers in the rain. I returned to a place where I felt comfortable and got a well needed service which aligned, balanced and rotated my tires.. Flushed my engine, coolant and brake fluid improving my balance in this maze and assisting with me switching into the right lane.. I see how my actions contributed to my left at the "Y" sending me way off course.. It wasn't until I got home and started seeing the 12 from your third eye.. Hearing what was felt from inside your heart and the thoughts from your mind. My heart began to race as I started putting the pieces of the puzzle together and it could no longer be denied.. It took over ten years to complete this puzzle but it's been well worth the wait.. Lost and never needing a map:); valuing the things that are in front of me and expecting only what she's willing to give.
