It’s time to find my new path in life

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life

Life always been a struggle,

But I️’m still here,

I️ been driven by determination,

Failing isn’t an option,

So I️ never gave up,

In anything,

Deep down I always felt like a failure, 

So I went to college,

The one thing I use to love so much,

I’m starting to hate it now,

I feel like dropping out,

I’m busting my ass, 

And I still failing at school,

How is that possible,

All I do is study,

And I still can’t pass a damn test,

Maybe school isn’t for me,

Maybe I should just give up,

The one thing I’m so afraid of doing,

Maybe I should do something else,

My hopes and dreams,

All down the drain,

I hope this new job comes through,

It’s a nanny job,

A good paying job,

If school doesn’t work out, 

How will I handle myself,

Circling in depression,

Draining in anger,

Flying in disappointment,

I feel so alone,

What will I do with myself,

I did what my mother couldn’t,

I realize that doesn’t matter,

I was hoping to get my masters one day,

Maybe that won’t happen,

I’m starting to except that now,