momma

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life

I never had one,

You left me when I was younger,

So I never knew you existed,

You abandoned me,

Left me for dead,

Hopes that I’ll be taken care of,

When you ran away why you didn’t take me with you!,

So many questions left unanswered,

You thought you was doing the best for me,

But you destroyed that when you left me,

Mother of the year,

Ha definitely not getting that,

The best thing for me was to be by your side,

All I wanted was a mother,

I just wanted attention,

And a momma to say I love you,

Instead I got neither,

I just got wannabes,

Wannabes who didn’t give a *** about me,

Hopefully I can help you understand,

I have so much anger and rage,

Because of you,

Everyday was a battle for me,

In school and life, 

Everyday was a different struggle,

I had to fight,

Left and right,

I had to over come everything that was wrong with me,

I became stronger then everybody thought I could,

You wouldn’t understand what I been through,

Even if we trade shoes for a day,

I thought when I found you everything was going to be ok,

Though I was wrong,

When reality hit,

I dipped,

Now you mad,

Cause I didn’t speak to you for months,

I didn’t mean to but I did,

It may have started of as needing space from you,

You been absent from my life for so many years,

I simply forgot about you,

You didn’t leave a imprint in my life,

So you just a distance memory,

A distance memory that can be easily erase,

Momma why you mad,

You did the same for 21 years,

Why you mad,

I’ll probably call you one day,

Momma.