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If anyone opened my book to the chapters pain and suffering
It contains different topics that won't be comforting
Some of the chapters in my book may seem to have you wondering
While other chapters in my book will have you taking out your crayons and start coloring
Some of the chapters will appear to have different colors and shades
Have you playing in your mind a game of charades or spades
In one hand holding a grenade
While the other hand is busy with a rusty blade
Every crazy thought has an out of state plate
My face may even appear through out a chapter titled eight
Now let me tell you one thing by being honest, sincere and straight
These stories in these chapters are all about my heavy weight
Not the one I carry in my body put the pain I create
At the end of each chapter the stories all combine
Every dotted line when magnified and confined appears to collide
The pain divides my from my bloodline
In which I want to leave behind
For those that gave up on me shape up their frame of mind
