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Ughh keep telling myself
I don’t wanna be here!
I don’t wanna be here with you!
I didn’t ask to be here!
I didn’t ask to be here with you!
Yet here I am giving you more than I should
Receiving less than I should
I know better but I refuse to do better
Maybe Because the feeling of being wanted is more fulfilling at the moment
Maybe I like You making mistakes
And it won’t matter to me if you ever own up to them
Maybe I’m just lonely and I need something or someone to feel that void
Cause baby deep down I know you are someone I need to avoid
Because you don’t give me anything
When I give you everything
Why am I holding on to toxic
This is like being optimistic on a sinking ship
And I can’t even swim
Don’t even know how to float
See This is what happens when you let
Unruly passengers aboard your boat
I tell my self
But he adores you though
Yeah I know I’m acting in denial
I need to cut the
Because this ain’t my style
One day I’ll just gather my things and leave
And I won’t say a thing
Because me departing was bound to happen
Soon I’ll grow tired of my
Yearn for else love and self worth
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