deep end

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life

this isnt just a burden that plagues me
its more along the lines of a curse
i would never choose to feel this way about someone who hates me
with that being said
its gotta be that im under a spell
i know im not crazy
and if it is this obvious demons exist in this world
then it also has to be an angel that surrounds me
its no way that i can continue to do this by myself
am i in that much denial of how evil i am
ive already seen a glimpse of your lamp
im i not worthy of your full glare
is it too much to ask that use your light to remove the darkness
in completeness thats around me
dont let it be that ive been abandoned
it was my own arrogance thinking that i could swim in the deep end
i took a dive into the abyss
lost my way and then drowned in it
but you lead me back to the surface
youre the one who revived me
youre the reason im still here
just dont make me go back in