whats my purpose ? I'm feeling worthless . During service I'm nervous . They injured my pride in churches . Nothings working . I'm hurtin . cant find one person . Patience is a virtue . true . But I'm not searchin . Come and laugh at the freak . Enjoy the circus . I'm spiritually weak . Its hard believing when you cant see . But i have more faith than a mustard seed . I'll bleed for you , Since you bled for me . And I'm bleeding right now Internally . The world controlled by a cricket fraternity . The pain of life burning me . Its turning me into a beast . One day feels like forever . More like Enternity .