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I have headaches, its like the world is trying to grow in my brain. I guess its opposing forces trying to occupy the same space and the ultimate message is that I have to make a f*cking choice.
Too much time sitting on the fence and nto really knowing what I want to do. A twist in my head trying to resolve itself and begging me to make one choice. You can't be good and evil at the same time, feel me.
I was just good and evil in that last statement, you feel me.
But that is what I have you for, to help me light the way to something more than what I thought I should have already been. I can't get there until I am already there. I am living and in living just remembering what I have already achieved.
But still struggling with good and evil, feel me.
