I Tried

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I tried not to love you. I tried to take every ounce of love and every other emotion I had towards you... and purge it from the depths of my soul. I tried to take every laugh, every memory, every smile from your sweet lips that was etched in my memory and pack it all into a box I planned to seal and never open again. I tried... But no matter how hard I tried to fight it, Emotions leaked from the place I had buried them. Memoried crawled from those depths... At first it was a light leak but now they are rushing forward full throttle. The walls that I built have been knocked down in a huge swell, a bombarde of emotions. I still love you. I tried to push you away. I tried to hate you. I tried to not want you but I can't. When I picture a "we", It's always you and me. When I pictured family, It's always you, me, and the 3 blessings bestowed upon us from our Father himself. I tried to let you go, instead I find myself holding on. Tightening my grasp and pulling you into my loving embrace. I've been waiting. I thought I was trying to end them but in reality they were delayed. They were waiting for your heart to sync up, link up, and upgrade them. I was so deep in a lie I had spoon fed to myself. "I don't love him." "I don't need him." "I don't want him." ......But I do. I love you. I want you. I need you. I need you. I love you. I want YOU. The answer is you.