Unrecognizable

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I had put it in the wrong hands, but now I've given it back to God. From broken, battered, cracked, and shriveled to renewed, strengthened, healed, and full. When I look inside at it, I have to do a double take. It's unrecognizable - My heart. The tears, the heartbreak, the lonliness, the hate.... See that's what happens when you try to pave your own way to your own fate. I got tired, I felt weak, my heart and hopes were deflated... I had a long talk with God and came to a decision, this way I'd chosen to live was outdated. So...I chose to change my life, change my course, and while I was at it..I thanked him for how long he had waited. Happiness, confidence, faith, love, joy, peace... I chose to let him guide my life and these gifts he gave to me. I looked at who I used to be, what I used to do, who I used to be. Unrecognizeable. Who is she?? I look at who I am now, what I do, who I am. Hey Stephanie!! I'm walking with my Father, things of this world no longer give me desire. People I used to be like look at me and think - Why? They think that's weird, that's no fun, she's lame, blah blah blah. I ignore them, might as well have my fingers in my ear singing "la la la la la!". To them, I'm unrecognizable. Now I'm a Child of God.