A Long Shattered Note

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Dear john, Deep whispers in my soul,.. my body blast crazy; You’re so unique that you trapped my heart; my love for you is blazy; I spit these melodies higher than my mind can take me; Fuel the gas, as you leave me in the past; Stuck on future; but my minds ever last; Behold the strength; I have no more; I left it outside those steel jail doors; Speak to my spirit; take my breath away; You were my world spinning day by day; This marks the 3rd, almost 4th year I knew you; My life is everywhere; but my mind is gaining stipularity; I never gave up on trying to be there for you; But my gut feeling is screaming,.. maybe you don’t deserve better; Maybe she’s all that im not plus mad cheddar; My hearts shattered like ice sticks; I carried a piece of you like trident; Laughter, chit chatter, this solid inferno space; 4by4 cell, im so nervous as I pace; This board and walk, with you on my mind; Intense varsarity, tika drops silver dimes; It’s like I checked in a rehab and you’re my disease; As I take on these shakes,.. im screaming just one more hit, I cant take it please; Help me to train this water; to stay still,.. tight like morguers; im strapped with this piece,.. cause I wana protect myself; my soul still bleeds the stage of mental health; dilarity; you and me; I want it so bad;.. the feeling to just let it be; As I dance to this tune,.. reruns of love and hip hop, im josie, you’re her man; But these thoughts quickly fade,.. like a rock in quick sand; I blaze,… not an l,… but what I dwell; Secrets lye so deep in this comba,.. cause you cast a spell Said I got game,.. no sorry,.. you do; And you’ve played me all out, like a play station 2; Me,… hate you; naw; that’s just stupid; Because,.. you see,.. it’s all my fault; not the shorty named cupids; We’re taking math class,.. algebra,.. let’s solve this problem; I stop chasing you,.. so you,.. wont have to stomp em’; Dreams about you crazy; that’s amazing; But will I ever be that one to replace em’; Nope!,.. that’s why life’s such a joke; Staring in this mirror,… no illusions,… just smoke; What’s even crazier,.. is cause I already know what you gone do with this letter; But time is of the essence; so I’ll let you go ahead and let her; I don’t even understand,… why I still keep writing you; Cant I just get it,.. J.A,.. we’re through!